Who's that I see in the mirror?

As of late, I find that I'm not feeling like my usual self. I don't know why, I've been feeling more out of it lately. It's like.. I'm sad.. but not really. One thing I noticed is that I find that being alone is actually nice. As little sense as that makes. That's why I find that I'm not myself. Maybe it is just that there are a couple of things running through my head that's been bothering me.

This summer, I can see it being pretty crappy. Not because I'm not going out or anything, just.., hrmm... I don't know. I anticipate that I'll be going out a lot. Ahh, who knows.

One more thing I've been noticing more lately. I see the differences in families more now. I see people and how they are; like the person they are underneath. I was always told about that, but I never knew how it was possible. To see someone for who they are from the way they act, talk, dress, etc. I'm beginning to see that more now. I guess that's a sign I'm growing up? I don't know.

I have no idea where this post went to. It's like... a big pile of mess, kinda like how my brain is right now. All muddled up and mixed with thoughts.