"I have a bad feeling about this..."
It's been a week since the new year started. My data presentation was a disaster, to say the least, and since then I have been doubting my culminating project as a whole. To be honest, I haven't been feeling like myself since then. Is this a sign of ill omen for the coming year? Perhaps this feeling will wash over, but I doubt that. In any case, if this feeling has taught me anything, it has taught me what it means to go through mental and emotional turmoil over something I do not know of. I know that sounds kind of harsh and it's not that bad, but I couldn't put it any other way.
On a side note, I'm glad I have that special someone that makes me smile and forget my troubles each and every day. Without her, I think I'd fall into a state of depression. For that, I thank you. ^_^
Onward! Yes, I know that this post is really not like me at all. But once in a while, a turtle has to pop its head out of its shell. To avoid having to go through the above mentioned mess again, I've decided I'd pay more attention to my schoolwork. Apparently, the fact that university is just around the corner was not enough to kick me in the rear means something: I am lazy. More so than I expected. Hopefully, if I end up in university, I'll somehow magically not be as lazy anymore. I don't ever expect to be completely not lazy. It's my nature.
Onto happier news, qu4kz0rzduk has gotten his own blog. Surprise! Pop by and check out... well, aside from his uber long shoutouts, his super four-word posts. Anyways, exams are coming up in a few weeks and somehow, I'm looking forward to it. I am at ease when I have to do simple black-and-white things. Like math tests and science tests. That's probably why I actually like my science and math courses. Save for my Data Management culminating project.
Wow, you know, I think I'm just totally bummed out over that project. Yet, whenever someone is all bummed out about their test or project, I tell them to not worry since it's just a small part in a grand scheme of things. Heck, I even tell myself I don't need the course for university, but I still have that sinking feeling in my stomach. No wonder I've had a bad feeling about this year. Oh well, I have no worries because I have an angel with me. Kind of like Seraphim of Megatokyo. However, in my case, I happen to have fallen for her.
It's been a week since the new year started. My data presentation was a disaster, to say the least, and since then I have been doubting my culminating project as a whole. To be honest, I haven't been feeling like myself since then. Is this a sign of ill omen for the coming year? Perhaps this feeling will wash over, but I doubt that. In any case, if this feeling has taught me anything, it has taught me what it means to go through mental and emotional turmoil over something I do not know of. I know that sounds kind of harsh and it's not that bad, but I couldn't put it any other way.
On a side note, I'm glad I have that special someone that makes me smile and forget my troubles each and every day. Without her, I think I'd fall into a state of depression. For that, I thank you. ^_^
Onward! Yes, I know that this post is really not like me at all. But once in a while, a turtle has to pop its head out of its shell. To avoid having to go through the above mentioned mess again, I've decided I'd pay more attention to my schoolwork. Apparently, the fact that university is just around the corner was not enough to kick me in the rear means something: I am lazy. More so than I expected. Hopefully, if I end up in university, I'll somehow magically not be as lazy anymore. I don't ever expect to be completely not lazy. It's my nature.
Onto happier news, qu4kz0rzduk has gotten his own blog. Surprise! Pop by and check out... well, aside from his uber long shoutouts, his super four-word posts. Anyways, exams are coming up in a few weeks and somehow, I'm looking forward to it. I am at ease when I have to do simple black-and-white things. Like math tests and science tests. That's probably why I actually like my science and math courses. Save for my Data Management culminating project.
Wow, you know, I think I'm just totally bummed out over that project. Yet, whenever someone is all bummed out about their test or project, I tell them to not worry since it's just a small part in a grand scheme of things. Heck, I even tell myself I don't need the course for university, but I still have that sinking feeling in my stomach. No wonder I've had a bad feeling about this year. Oh well, I have no worries because I have an angel with me. Kind of like Seraphim of Megatokyo. However, in my case, I happen to have fallen for her.
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